Umm.. Finally I can focus with my dream again.. Yipppppy XD

Now I feel free, I feel mild, and of course I feel something lost. But something lost now not too important again for me coz I must do my obligation to reach my dream, my future, and my proud to be a profesional journalist is a must!!!!!!

Like my fave idol Agnes Monica she works hard till she got what she want that is A profesional singer in the world. I learn from her. I know me just ordinary people but someday I knew I can be a BIG people. Yah I know that!

Love? How about that? I have to make decision here.. For a while maybe I will forgot my mr.simple and don't wanna thinkin about something that make me not focus. Yaa sometimes two or three man can make me not focus haha I know I am weak about love but whatever now I wanna be seriously for my dad and my mom ^^

My ex yaa my ex back from a death, he comes and now be my friend again. Just friend now and I dont want more (I wish). Need two years for us till ourself can back to normal again. I and he know he kill me some years ago and I dont wanna see his face again since that. But now I can forgive him and can be friend again till now. Time change everything! But I never lie my deep heart that I still miss him, yaaa I am just ordinary people and I dont know why I  have this suck feelin -_________-

But everything now it's ok! My college, my old friends, my life at home, my time now I can manage them to be a point that make me a focus about something. My relation with mr.simple is ok. I glad everything is fun! Now I have a new hobby in photograph, I always walking for hunting photo with my new Konni that's fun activity. Now I knew about Macro Art.. It's wonderful :D

If you serious about one thing suggest yourself you can reach and got that!! SEMANGAAAAT!